*FENCES

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fences

Let there be fences

To where your heart resides

Let it be vacant

To ensure that it's safe

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If you let me I could, I'd show you how to build your fences navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively (from the top).	Wednesday, October 28, 2009, 9:00 PM Taz So people always ask what happiness is. It's relative yes? It's anything that puts a smile on your face. Whatever that helps you forget all the little things that has been bothering you. For me, it comes down to three things. So let me ask you, what's your happiness? I was reading something earlier and I came across this quote: "The hardest thing to do is watch the person you love, love someone else..." Seriously... even though I can understand that... I've never really experienced it. Just because... I've always figured... regardless of it, she's happy... and we're still the best of friends so... cherish it. I've always wondered why it always surprises me when people let me down time and time again. You'd have thought I would've learnt something by now... but regardless... it's time to put up the fences again. Wednesday, October 14, 2009, 6:50 PM Taz There comes a day at which you wonder if it's all worth it. You go through life believing that you can make a small difference in peoples' lives before realizing that there are those that are just so set in their own ways that it diminishes their ability to just take a step back and see the world in a different light. Sometimes you wonder if they realize how lucky they are... you wonder why it's so hard for them to appreciate what they have instead of the constant "if onlys". We all complain, we all whine, that's just part of being human, but at the end of the day, we have to remember what's important... For everyone, that's different... but think about it... if the day were to come at which this one thing is lost to you, would you want to be the one who says "I've done the best I could with it, I've made a difference" or do you want to have yet another "if only" to contemplate on? Sometimes... I wonder if people realize that they can't blame anyone but themselves for how certain things are. There isn't much that one can control... just yourself. You control how you see the world... how you live your life. Be assured that regardless of what choices you make, you'll get the support needed. But if all you can do is look at how bleak everything is... how everything's not going well and yet... you're too "scared" of the consequences to take the chance... I'm not sure if I can be a part of that. I've always believed that the most important thing in life is being true to yourself. It's not security, it's not the amount of friends you have, the success and the accomplishments that you have accumulated. It's just that one simple question that everyone seems to have forgotten... is this who I am supposed to be? Fear... is everyone's worst enemy. Fear of making choices that could change your life as you know it should never be. Everytime something like that happens... you're stuck with not knowing if that was the right choice. However... as with mistakes... you would never know until you've made that choice. It gets tiring sometimes... and people disappoint me often... but... at the end of the day... I remember what's important to me. The belief that one day, I can make a small difference in your life. Friday, September 25, 2009, 6:38 PM Taz Yet another week that flew by. It's been good. Been tiring... but it's been good. Back to the gym routine. I can already feel my body protesting a little with everything. Getting back into the swing of things. Been learning quite a bit at work. It's pretty awesome. Tomorrow's a busy one. I get to go donate blood so that's good. Haircut after too =] Hopefully there's overtime on Sunday considering that there was only one day of overtime last week and it was the day that I didn't want to work on. My runners are slowly dying... it's pretty sad... but I'm so... lazy... I figure as the need heightens, I'll make my way to the mall to do some searching. My knees have been feeling gimpeh lately. The sting that happens when I've been doing too many biking classes... but... I'd rather bike than run hahaha Running's prolly easier on my knees though. I know I know, makes no sense but it seems like it. It's the alumni game today! hahaha I was telling her that she should make it her goal to get 10 boards today. You know... it's something that she's been aiming for ever since we've been playing. And for some reason, it always makes me smile when we talk about it. So hopefully she's aiming for that instead of concentrating on running like she told me she'd be doing hahahaha It's strange... I get to meet new people all the time and for the most part, it's the casual encounters. But there comes a time, where sometimes, there're certain people that I'd like to know better, for no reason other than the fact that I think if they got to know me better, their opinion on specific things might change. But then again, that might make no sense at all. Anyhoo... I'm dead tired... work today killed me a little hahaha No more 6am starts please =] Train <3 Saturday, September 05, 2009, 12:39 AM Taz Got to see her today <3 It's silly how happy she can make me sometimes. How easy it is to talk, to poke fun at and just catch up with one another. It's just... really easy to be yourself cause... you've stopped wondering and worrying about what the other thinks of you. It's odd... cause it used to matter. I used to overthink it. But after knowing her for so many years, it's now become second nature. I appreciate the fact that we still talk even though we're not in the same school anymore... for the past 2 years actually... I'm surprised that we're still that close. She's one of the only people that I could really talk to about everything and anything. The hopes for the future and the little things that generally you don't mention just cause... you never saw a reason to. Flying off later today... I'm excited and not at the same time. It's a normal feeling. Already I'm thinking of the many things I can do to convince Kat to stop being lazy hahaha She won today though... there was no way we could even jog that bloody hill. It was a little like death .___. Train <3 Tuesday, August 25, 2009, 4:56 AM Taz I'm still alive and kicking. Albeit a little more tired than usual. Side trip was good. Went reverse bungee jumping and did the swing thingie as well. And the zoo was awesome <3 Oh, results are all out. And I did decent. So 'tis a happy thing xD Got to see someone that I never thought that I'd have a chance to see this time around. I was... really glad to have that opportunity. It reminded me of quite a few things actually... but that's for another time. It's strange... there're quite a few things that've changed along the way. People, personalities, perceptions. In some cases, we have diverged onto different paths and although it's something that, before, would've affected me more, I've reached a certain point at which... I'm indifferent. Our differences prove to be something that I personally don't think I can overcome. Though... more so... I've stopped caring. And then there are the ones, that even though they have "changed" more, personality-wise, I'm more in-tune with them. I guess that's what they mean when they talk about people "clicking". Regardless, my respect for her has grown. Cause... she didn't have to, but she did. You know... time and time again, I can't help but wonder sometimes... what if? I do believe it was for the better though. Especially when the little things drive me mad now... Home however, will always remain home. She's back from her trip today! Which means I get to pester her again =] ... -sigh- it's really a bittersweet experience isn't it?			thedeceptionist While all deception requires secrecy, all secrecy is not meant to deceive. Taz. 21. Current SFU-er. Tendency to be odd. Does not believe in conflict. Committed <3 theillustionist Reality is merely an illusion, although a very persistent one. Tzen. 21. February 24th. Hyperactive, but adorable Current Nottingham-er. Enjoying the experience Taz: ...fish brain bwahahaha <3		partnersincrime A Jamie, Juan & Bev B Qin C Duckie D Chee E sY F Theo G Lesley H Kenny Sia wheni'mgone + June 2006 + October 2006 + May 2007 + April 2008 + May 2008 + June 2008 + October 2008 + November 2008 + December 2008 + January 2009 + February 2009 + August 2009 + September 2009 + October 2009 takeabow designer: venom ous inspiration: ++		theventingmachine